Many call it “the judgmet day”. It feels that way too if you are one of those waiting for the bar exams result. Your life is on a stand still while you are waiting, and on the day of the result, your life is either totally shattered or exhilirated to the fullest. These are two way extremes. Either of these two is the inevitable outcome.

How do i feel about the coming bar exam result? I’ll tell you what i feel. I’m just a cat in the yard but I feel all these bar exams pressure cooking. This waiting for the result is cooking me to death. I feel like i’m in a big pot of boiling water with some naked spear-holding bagobos dancing around me; throwing some spices on the boiling pot while they were chanting.

I feel a lump on my throath, a brick on my stomach and most of the time, i stare blankly at a wall or somebody’s face. I could not even think of a plan after the JUDGEMENT DAY. There are no plans for me. This is a one way trip. I must pass the bar. My fur and my tail stand stiff, I look like an embalmed cat in some zoology class laboratory.

I daily visit some blogs or forums about the bar exams result. Its no surprise to find out I’m not alone in this pressure cooking thing. With the comments I read, I reckoned, there are more embalmed looking cats like me. Their furs and tails stand stiff. They too look like some experiment in a zoology class laboratory.

Don’t let me tell you about how other waiting cats predict the passing percentage and the date of the results. There are just too many conflicting hearsays one could read. And they are posted one after the other – the conflicting comments are piled on top of the other. One comments that the result will be released on friday and immediately right after that, another comment says that its going to be tonight. Some even say that it will be on April and all of them backed up their posts as coming from reliable sources. So, if youre a cat in the yard like me, with no Supreme Court insider’s info to brag about, your fur and tail continually stiffs with every conflicting posts there is.

For now, I think I’ll chill out in my favorite fence and just watch all other lickers lick the forum with their posts. Sometimes i am tempted to throw my licks from time to time, but i resolved to just watch and read their posts just for now until the JUDGMENT DAY. I’d like to be able to breath the cool summer breeze and watch the forest from a distance, and silently thank the Lord for His hand in all of these pressure cooking. He is in control of everything, this I know.